things can be good and bad sometimes

my days always balance out with something good and bad....for example, today early morning i went out to eat with my favorite friend at a sushi place...it was a nice time....then late at night my dad screamed and just almost ruined my day....

i made a new guy friend today...for some reason, i cant control how uneasy i am to be around new people...i am learning not to be that way....i have to act normal around new pple...thats the only way to make more friends....and get harmony and happiness that way....or learn something new....friends do give us opportunity to learn not only about themselves but about ourselves...

hmmm in my head, i'm occupied with these thoughts and feelings....been a while already....